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Friday, 25 December 2009

  • Memory

    Something gone away.
    Something good happened...
    But now only memory remain...
    Time past, new day has came....
    I was thought that I didn't say any goodbye to my dad..But I thought that I am a lucky one.
    I had said Goodbye to my dad.. a last word that a said to him.. and after that I could smilling in all  the memories. And I believed that father would wait for me in heaven until the day I come..

    Yesterday I wasn't told mother that I went out is for praising God. She just knew that I was went out and shopping, But still happy. I knew some new friends from Agapao..

    Collecting new memory's Mandy

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

  • 突然

    一切都來得太突然... 導致所有人都無力招架...  當然包括我在內... 
    本來高高興興 開開心心的會議  竟變成眼淚不絕的哀鳴

    一個來自親人的電話卻突然不想接觸  害怕再次聽到別的消息

    一切來得太突然了... 我最後的一句與父親說的話 竟是
    「我忘記說 今天晚上要開會 晚一點才回家 留飯給我吧...!!」

    「哦,你開會呀!! 好啦……」

    自此就再也不能聽到父親的聲音了..  可是他說過的話 永記在心中了..

    一幕幕的話像不停地在腦海中出現

    我從來都不覺得父親嘮叨  可能跟他像朋友吧!
    現在他走了  以後他只能活在我心內...

    朋友失去至親至愛的心情總算了解...

    生與 死 的盼望與失落 等待與分離 永遠都成為我的感覺之一

    天堂的大門外有千千萬萬的人等候著 

    他們等了很久很久但還是願意繼續等候著
    他們等的不是那個明星 那個歌手

    而是唯一的主正在天堂的大門前一個一個給他擁抱
    一個一個地親自送上祝禱與問候

    「你累了嗎?? 快進來吧! 我為你洗腳 穿上新衣」

    不知父親會否願意等待呢… 會否願意在天家等待我呢..

    家裡的媽媽 還需要我們兄弟姐妹的支持 我們不能軟弱的
    願主給予我們能盡快回復心情的能力 自癒的能力 哭過 痛過 能再次站起來

    家裡的花兒 龜龜們交給我吧 雖然我不會種植

    我會再次回家都給一個笑臉 就像從前一樣... 你放心吧 我會堅強的..
    因這是我堅強的理由

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Dear God,

            It's me again, Mandy. Thank you Jesus let me know what miracle you just gave us. But those days I really felt tired, maybe you want us to know how much we grew up in Hebron. And I am happy to see we did so great. I wanted to clap for them....  I saw the miracle after our pray , and I don't know if you can feel it or not.

          My lord ,  please let me know , what I really think about. I just confused of such many things . And I am not sure what actually I can do as a leader. I am not a good speaker , but please let me be someone's miracle , just like what I heard from Nick...

         Maybe no one understand me , or Maybe I don't want other to understand me whatever.
         All I knew is, God you always right here with me ....
         Maybe no one would care myself , or Maybe I don't want anyone to care myself...
         God would always send me an Angel , to care , to love ..... ME / YOU

         People will not always be alone , cause we've got friends , lover , parents.... A FAMILY...
         PAL it's just like my real family , we share love , happiness , sad .....  My cherish present.

    Jesus , I prayed. Please forward our wishes to our friends who's in hospital, who's lying on the sickbed.
    Let them get this message. 

Monday, 19 October 2009

Sunday, 11 October 2009

  • Dear god,

            It's me Gabriel. It's a name that you had gave me and told me to have a new life. And I just did it , I have did my best to make my life to be more colorful.... I love you god, and I LOVE the gifts that you gave me that's my best friends.  But now I want to have more courage , I want to be as true to you as King David , as smart as Solomon.

    3:6  And Solomon said, Great was your mercy to David my father, as his life before you was true and upright and his heart was true to you; and you have kept for him this greatest mercy, a son to take his place this day.
    3:7  And now, O Lord my God, you have made your servant king in the place of David my father; and I am only a young boy, with no knowledge of how to go out or come in.
    3:8  And your servant has round him the people of your selection, a people so great that they may not be numbered, and no account of them may be given.
    3:9  Give your servant, then, a wise heart for judging your people, able to see what is good and what evil; for who is able to be the judge of this great people?
    3:10  Now these words and Solomon's request were pleasing to the Lord.
    3:11  And God said to him, Because your request is for this thing, and not for long life for yourself or for wealth or for the destruction of your haters, but for wisdom to be a judge of causes;
    3:12  I have done as you said: I have given you a wise and far-seeing heart, so that there has never been your equal in the past, and never will there be any like you in the future.
    3:13  And with this I have given you what you made no request for: wealth and honour, so that no king was ever your equal.
    3:14  And if you go on in my ways, keeping my laws and my orders as your father David did, I will give you a long life.

    Please god ,
             Please let me be wiser, please let me know what's good , what's evil.

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